I look at my blog a lot throughout the day. When I’m not looking at it, I’m thinking about it. I think about what my next post is gonna be about. I think about if I should add a picture that can relate to the content. Lately, I’ve been finding myself having difficulty thinking of something to blog about. I used to be in a phase where I wrote really abstract blogs. I don’t know why the fuck I deleted my tumblr with all of those abstract blogs. It had so many posts that people actually liked. Those posts made no sense whatsoever too. People like abstract. I like abstract. I need to find how to get back into that phase. I don’t even know how I got to that point. Why did my webhost have to delete my backups of all my blogs… -sadface-. They really left me with nothing.. Hopefully my brain works tonight while I’m sleeping so I can dream about something that I’ll remember in the morning to post about. Ramble. Eric’s mind > tools > blocked content tab > uncheck block abstract content.

Yeah, it’s another new year. No, I don’t have a bullshit New Year’s resolution that I’m going to write about. So, 2012 came by and the only thing that really went through my mind was, “I wonder where I’m going to end up?” Hence, the blurred photo with bokeh. I thought it was most appropriate to use this type of photo for this post to give it more, as b-boys call it, flava. Anyways, halfway through January I was drunk at a bar and saw a glimpse of what the future has in store for me. It was the most unexpected thing ever. The future IS a bit blurry right now, but each day that passes it gets clearer and clearer. And I’m loving what I’m seeing.

For the past five months I’ve been having trouble sleeping and it’s no doubt that it’s the fact that I’m in another country far away from home. Lately, I’ve been taking melatonin (thank “you” haha), a supplement that helps promote sleep, and it’s been working out amazingly. On top of that, I’m starting to remember my dreams vividly. I used to blog about my dreams from a dream interpretation website a couple years back. This is what I got out of my dream from last night:

Desk
To see or sit at your desk in your dream suggests that you are evaluating and weighing your problems. It is indicative of self-exploration and discovery. If you are at someone else’s desk, then it symbolizes a lack of confidence in your own abilities.

Computer
To see a computer in your dream symbolizes technology, information, and modern life. New areas of opportunities are being opened to you. Alternatively, computers represent a lack of individuality and lack of emotions and feelings. Too often, you are just going along with the flow, without voicing your own opinions and views. You may also feel a depreciated sense of superiority.

Bed
To see your bed in your dream represents your intimate self and discovery of your sexuality. If you are sleeping in your own bed, then it denotes security and restoration of your mind. You may be looking for domestic bliss, for peace or for some form of escape. If you are waking up in a different and/or unknown bed, then it represents the consequences of the decisions you have made. The dream may also be a pun on the completion of a project and “putting it to bed.” Consider the condition of the bed. If the bed is made, then it symbolizes security. If the bed is unmade, then it indicates that certain secrets will soon be exposed or revealed. Or that you are exhibiting some carelessness in your sexual behavior.

Cuddle
To dream that you are cuddling with someone indicates your need for physical and/or emotional contact. Do not overlook the obvious meaning of this dream which suggests your heart’s desire for that particular person. Also consider the symbolism of that person you are cuddling with and determine how you need to acknowledge, accept, and unify those qualities in yourself.

Pistol
To dream that you are aiming a pistol denotes that you are trying to target a specific goal. Alternatively, the dream also symbolizes fear, anger and aggression. You are using your power to defend yourself against the fear and anger. It may also indicate your hot and quick temper.

The statements not crossed out really relate to what’s going on in my life. Pretty insane interpretation and always is no matter what I dream about.

After eating at The Holy Girll, Gabe and I decided to go into La Vida Loca Bar. Ten minutes later, the staff starts singing happy birthday to the bar owner and soon after that he bought everyone jagerbombs. This is, by far, the dopest dope I’ve ever smoked bombing I’ve seen. Here’s the Flickr set of the night.